Begin of the new year 2012

Oops,

It's been a long long time since I stopped working on this blog. I apology to myself. Sorry!

I should have started picking up the pen long time ago, this year is such an amazing year for me since I've been experiencing the ultimate-life-changing moment in early of this year.

I think I should do a little summary for now, for the past 8 months of things that I have done.

The readers, you might not be interested to know the past stories, but at least I should give myself a clear justification since I am such a forgetful person and I have never jot down the big things happened to me.

Let me think again... It should have began from the time I went to Hong Kong trip, a gift for my mother as to fulfill her dream to visit Hong Kong in July 2011, attended Global Model United Nations 2011 at South Korea in August, then... Smile Action Project 3.0 at Combodia in September, spent a month time in Penang which I thought of studying in USM, it was during October, worked on a consulting project at Setia City Mall in November, trained as a young humanitarian worker under MyCorps--Malaysian Youth Volunteers for a month in December, and started to work as research assistant (RA) at Faculty of Medicine, University Malaya for 3 months, volunteered at Palestinian Refugee Camps in Lebanon in March, and now... preparing myself for World Youth Congress at Brazil in June.

For my friends who always wonder what was I doing all these while, you might see a rough picture of it -- kind of scattered, yes I admit it. Let me be frank with you, and myself too, I am in search of myself, a direction that I'm looking for.

I don't mind what people might think about me, but it's something inside my heart that was saying... 'Go for your dreams'. So here I am, opening a new chapter in search for a direction. All and all, I could tell you that I' am developing myself, as a youth, as a member of family, circle of friends, groups and community I belong to, as a responsible citizen for my country, and a Buddhist.

I have observed some weaknesses laid in myself throughout the life journey, please allow me to improve myself and grow to be a better person.

May all beings be well and happy.